Hi,
You are an inspiration. Everyone should take heed to what you are saying. I don't think any of us have it easy. Life is just not made to be that way!But,
There are things out there for folks who are willing to work for them. My situation is like everyone elses. My husband had a medical mistake in 2004 that hospitalized him for 5 months and disabled him forever. Millions of dollars in medical bills and 3 years later he went back to the hospital in May of last year where there was another "Medical Misadventure", according to the doctor, which caused cardiac arrest and brain damage and a 3 1/2 month stay in ICU until he passed away 6 months ago. I do believe everything happens for a reason and while sitting at his bedside for all those months I found an opportunity that has actually helped me to start rebuilding my life. Everyday is still hard. We had been married for 37 years so I have had to learn how to be alone. But now I do have my work and I have a small group of people that I have introduced to the business and we talk and help each other every day. I still have money problems. I don't know if I will live long enough to get all the medical bills paid off, but I am going to try. I do think there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
So don't lose hope. Anything is possible if you want it bad enough and are willing to work at it. THERE ARE NO FREE LUNCHES OUT THERE!
Anyone who would like to talk or correspond please email me at wichepu@yahoo.com. Check out my life saver in progress at http://protravelnet.com/wichepu . If you are ready and willing to help yourself, I will help you. Donna